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Tuesday, June 10, 2014
whelp, dad is right. take a risk. why though. life is a convolution.
even with all the advancement in the world, we still cant have more leisure and time. Cant even afford downtime. I'm on the verge of termination from my sponsorship because I didnt hit their cap target. That last sem was supposed to be my comeback, except that the only certs I have now are 5 medical certs which count for nothing. I thought they would though. count for something, i mean.
didnt feel very sad until sometime in the evening, when i texted my dad to tell him about the circumstances.
then all of a sudden while eating ice cream with chris, about to watch a Ramsay cooking video, i started to sob. so he hugged me very tightly while the ice cream melted into part-foam, and then I collected myself and we cooked ourselves Sticky Lemon Chicken (sorry idk the recipe, I'm just the kitchen assistant).
After dinner, we just walked around places like the value-dollar shop to look for a potato masher kitchen tool instead though, and also went to the book store. i think my dad doesnt deserve all these, yknow. all these failures.
well on a happy note, the foam ice cream can still be frozen back into an icy rendition of its previous self.
on another happy note, somewhere i still understand that i'm not beaten. I have strengths, and even if some day i fall off this path to success/survival, I am still capable of creating the best experiences of my lifetime with them (:...provided noone in the family falls ill, because then idk how to support their treatment fees when i'm not well paid cos i have no good job due to not having good grades. Falling ill is so scary because its a luxury few can afford in this time and day...um right, happy note. (:
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