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Thursday, April 10, 2014
Although it isnt supposed to matter anymore because paths diverge and we each experience our own story the way the best describes us, sometimes I just look back at the people whose paths I have seen separate from mine.
Looking at them now makes me wonder if I had ever known them. For one person, I would say that I hadnt known anything from the start. I dont even know if anything in relation to that was real. Yet for others, seeing them now is just as foreign as seeing a random schoolmate I have never had the pleasure of acquaintance with before. Even their appearance; I wonder if they had looked that way back when I was still involved in their story.
The good thing is, however, we have all seem to move on. We have new friends and new outlook to life. We have learnt from our past mistakes and have grown to become a more refined gem. Sometimes I wonder why the mistake had to be me though. Why did you learn from our mistakes, and why did someone else enjoy the benefits of a better you when I had been so sincere? I guess it's fair that way, because I hadnt been who I am today back then either. It's perhaps just my ego talking when I question why I wasnt able to better you.
I know that the friendships etc I have today may suffer the same fate as had previous ones, but beyond noting this phenomena, I don't have much else to say. There isnt anything I would change. I'm glad things have turned out like this so far, and I know no matter what happens today, I wont regret it in the future either because bad is temporary, and good is permanent.
The bad memories of today will become a nolstalgia of how I had overcome them. The good will outlast all.
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