Saturday, November 2, 2013
Today I woke at 4pm, then idk what the hell I was doing and I went out then I lazed and until now then I finally am on my laptop to do SS.
and i realized what a mess I am living in.
then I facebooked and wondered if others were in a better place. and I wondered if I'd always live like this.
and I feel like crap. just want it to go away. I wish I could disappear just for a while, until I'm ready to come out again.
there's so much shame.I wish it'd go away. there's so much shame, I wish I could get away.
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