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Saturday, April 12, 2014
hello :Djust thought it'd be nice to blog when i'm not in any particularly strong mood, so this would be a chick-flick post. just a random post that cares not for grammatical structure, spellinng, or the need for Capital letters to start off each sentence. nor paragraphing. see what i did there???^^ uhm. I'm reading about lineweights and fussing over small details of aki work. a form of procrastination, no doubt, but diagnosis of this condition has yet led to treatment. I've been poorly driven the past two days so I have quite a bit to catch up on. No idea why, but I've been feeling poorly. Even felt rather faint this noon! I thought to attribute it to low blood pressure, cos while camping in the nearest washroom for the faintness and nausea to fade away, I googled about it on my smartphone. One of my parent has low blood pressure while the other has high though, so I've always wondered what kind of blood pressure I had inherited. When I discussed this with my mum today, we joked that (I say we, but i mean HER hahaha) I must have both. Start out with low when I wake, then very quickly alternate to high within the course of the day...so I get the worst of both worlds. ... bless you, mommy /_\ She was really cute today, as usual, and we bought nice salmon sashimi to snack on again. She pampers me so hahaha. I didnt have much appetite though, due to my little episode in the noon, then she accused me of leaving/giving in...(okay is there no translation for rang4 the chinese word? Like, kong1 rong2 rang4 li2 that rang4) to her and denying myself good food because I wanted her to have it. URGH. then i got annoyed and said smth along the lines of "you think i so noble uh?? I eat everything i want!" but she is convinced that i am Kong Rong, so I went to lie in my bed in resignation. She always think I rang4 other people in my family JUST BECAUSE I used to perhaps do that a little in the past, but honestly though, SHE is the one who always pretends she is full and gives the rest of us her best portion. wth?? why do we need to do that? I live in adequate abundancy...I have enough to survive, and beyond. Having to reject incoming portions repeatedly very tedious leh, especially when she gets mad at me for rejecting, and accuse me of not wanting it because I want her to have it. whut??? /i already have my own oh. my. god. mummy please, stahp. I know she has this cute way of showing love lah, she always like to stuff people with a lot of food to show affection, and I appreciate that haha but right this moment I am not complaining that she loves me, I'm just raging about how I get accused of being noble WHEN I DESERVE NO CREDIT, just because she herself is THAT noble, and she thinks I'm doing the same. I admit that I used to give some portions of my food because I thought they would value it more than I would, and I'd really rather they enjoy it than me because I dont need excess. but I dont do that anymore because I realised that THEY ALL HAVE THE SAME INTENTION IN MIND and then food just gets passed around and people get mad because their intention is rejected AND they have to busy with rejecting others' good will. but my mummy ah, once she is convinced that you are noble she will forever think youre as such. there is no changing her mind. so i will live till 100 and she will be 100++, and you guys, 100 old selves too, will have the luxury of watching two old ladies bicker over food. ya ok sorry, ended up ranting. haha ok i change topic. ok actually i should do my aki liao I seriously not scared die one is it?? (self asking self). not-know-die-living (bu4 zhi1 si3 huo2) D: ok hm other things happened today lah, like some delinquents provoking my mum and then had the unfortunate fate of bumping into her again elsewhere, my slipper breaking although its Havanas and supposed to be long-lasting(?) but it's quite new leh..and that was after the little faint incident too, and then I bumped into a wenzhong look-alike at a traffic light area and he turned to STARE at me in a quizzical stance, then turn back again as though in thought, then look back again and seemed to be trying to recognize me. So i stared back too because I was doing the same; looked like wenz but didnt seem like him leh.. i quickly texted wenzhong and he said he was at home...the one i had met was likely from a parallel universe then. and then I also sold my old storybook for a small bit of cash today and the girl customer was SUPER chio. i was quite intimidated cos superchio girls are like, higher beings ): um. that was more or less the day lor. um. and also that I watched naruto today. oh oh and i also bumped into chincher, zhenwei, and steph in the bus otw to school. ccher wasntwith the sweet couple though. as in, they werent travelling together. ya thats all. byebye. |
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