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Thursday, May 9, 2013
It's difficult to think of how to start a post. I often end up describing an event, which actually isn't all that significant at all. Well, I almost started this off with: The first year in Architecture's over. but really, that's not what I think about when I attempt to say something here.Been listening to odd songs here and there. Some of Taylor Swift's, some from Big Time Rush, and yes, many of the songs I listen to, you think suck, but sometimes these music feel good because they dont require me to appreciate them the way 'good music' is to be appreciated. I just listen and get a kick out of the singers' repetition of 3-word lyrics over and over again. No one can judge me even if I dress up in the most awkward outfits and force my mock hip-hop moves into a ballad, nor can anyone stop me when I try to break my neck doing some cartwheels to Selena Gomez' Come and Get It. I just want to be quirky sometimes, in the comfort and privacy of my room. I've got a great day planned tomorrow, the highlight of which is Chris making lunch for me. I've offered to help him in the kitchen because he says he wouldnt pull a Gordon Ramsay on me as long as I don't cook stuff that ends up "rubbery". Besides that, what I've got coming is a jog with jiahui in the morning, and also duties as studio rep to submit material money to the school office.It's going to be great. I hope I wake up. Today I went gyming with my mom, though only for a few hours. I really need to work out. Been sitting in the studio for far too long. I'm so ashamed of my evidence of neglect haha. My mum looks damn cute in the gym. Like a cartoon character of sorts. I've missed her. She loves me. I'm gna go back to school with Pearlyn after her exam. So excited to go back to DHS. Ever so excited to see Pearlyn. Hopefully Weian would join us too, I havent seen her in a while. Am hoping to sit in on lectures, especially GP's. Really, the curriculum makes me a fuller person and I feel like I've been drained of all that ever since uni, because time is so limited in uni; everybody's trying to become somebody so quickly. This is not saying that dhs wasnt like that, but pardon me, things are always more beautiful in retrospect, so high school was the bombz. I was stressed, yes, I skipped classes when deadlines for other subjects came close, yes, but all these I do in uni too, and I guess the difference is just that dhs is further into the past so I miss it more. I do enjoy nus though. Although I was more resilient in dhs lol. I'm a wreck now, but that's besides the point. This wreck is going to fix herself and get back up this break. Anyway, this is our song. Chris and I. We discovered this a long while ago, but it has taken me months to post this because uh, I just didnt think to do so. Yet since I'm song-hopping and this is playing atm, why not: We heard it once when he went over to the studio to help me carry my stuff back to hall in the middle of the night. That was after we had decided this to be our song. I was fumbling with my aki stuff when he stopped me and said "do you hear that?". I thought he was trying to be creepy cos there was noone else in the studio (or so we thought) so i shot him a -_- look, but it turns out that there was someone playing this song in a little lit corner across the studio spaces. Off a laptop, not creepy like on the piano or something. Well, yea this song became 'our song' by chance, and that 'chance' is too difficult to explain so i'm not going further. I have a song with Wan Ying too. It's stereohearts by Gym class heroes. I first heard it while I was in her dad's ride after Art class, and it has stuck ever since. Everytime I hear it, I think of Wan, whom I've known since the very first day of school in sec1, and also whom I've worked with post-A levels at a cafe. Anyway, I'm awake now because I slept the whole noon away and am now supposed to clean my room, but I dont know where to start and what to throw out. Lord help me, but I just cant throw things away. I'm eating gummies that Kangjin has gotten for me. It's a very kind welfare pack for the exams, and he's a very generous and kind soul. I think I'm very blessed to have beautiful friends around me, who'd care for me even though sometimes it baffles me why they do so. I hope I'm a good friend to him too. I can't wait for my hair to grow longer. I miss long hair, but I also want to get a haircut at the same time. Heart, why do you play such tricks on me, whyy? You lift my feet off the ground spin me around you make me crazier crazier (: P.S. Szewee is a retard haha although he's a great, friendly mate. |
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