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Tuesday, May 13, 2014
I'm not sure if I ever want to get married. It's too difficult to keep being someone whom a guy would want as a wife forever. I might gain weight, fall ill, and change in too many ways,...and to suffer my husband's disappointment or judgement because I can't keep up - why would I wna sign up for that?Marriage is too difficult. My mom also warns me that I'll become an unappreciated housemaid once I marry. I'm just thinking about this because I've become fat and I googled for help despite knowing that healthy diet and exercise is the way to go. Then I came across this forum about husbands wanting to dump their wives because their wives have gained weight since having children etc, and I realised how anything could potentially be a reason to terminate a marriage. Any change could be a reason. Simply because what you get is not what you left the store with. Not what was promised. It's so easy to grow fat. I won't survive a marriage. Might as well not start one. Maybe I'm just saying all these cos I'm overwhelmed by the support on that forum for the OP to leave his wife cos she's gotten "fat and lazy". Guess no one will ever know if she had let herself go because of deeper reasons. Like maybe she feels lack in her marriage and hence turns to food as tv for companionship? Idk. Anyw people on the forum say that's no excuse to get fat. Maybe I'm just worried cos I'm starting to get fatter and fatter, and I fear the slippery slope effect so I identify with the fat ladies. Or maybe I'm just rambling cos it's at night and I'm actually very tired so I'm not thinking it through. Idk. I will likely be less defensive about fat wives in the morning when im rested. Take this as a drunk post. I just wna record this moment cos instead of being undecided, or thinking it'd be nice cos my parents got married and they're fine, I actually actively do not want to be married. Ever. It's too much to ask from me. I'm too tired. |
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