Saturday, March 3, 2012
today has been a good day. the day has been good although i don't know what to feel about my results. the initial reaction was that of anger, but it had only lasted the life of a CNY sparkler. am not going to talk about results much because of the dilema i'm in: not good enough to celebrate, but not terrible enough to receive comfort. SOOOO I'M GNA TALK ABOUT OTHER STUFF which are more focused on..read bold words below. Being Happy had a headache like that of a hangover from trying to keep my mood up today. met my teacher and headed down to the canteen with some friends. still high, of course. she had said, "yall are too happy already." but i hadnt been too happy. one can never be too happy. if not for yourself, then for the sake of others. oh, can someone remind me why i had had that headache? (: Finding support Met many people whom i had not expected to reconnect with in school today. Olivia and her kind friend had made me feel less lost, because i know i can always approach them to know what to do between now and uni, should i be accepted into one. She had given me her number should i need help. Sincerity. Am so touched to have seen it today. Altruism? Today i had been so happy for Hanxi because she has done well! Being happy for others is a really good feeling. Met Mr Ethan Tay ...and realised that some things don't change. I always feel light-hearted when i meet him along the corridors, because he's so easy to be around, and he has also said that he'd feel more :D when he sees me because i'm always so high around him. Mutual dependence. I like how positive we make each other, and that it hasnt changed since ive graduated from school. Exhaustion what more is there to say. Lesson learnt from this whole incident, i've truly learnt the redundancy of hard work. must remind myself not to get too caught up with the "Diligence Delusion". hard work pays ...the salary of blue-collar workers. |
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