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Thursday, March 1, 2012
i don't think i had sounded as schizo as i had felt yesterday haha.thank goodness.
anyway, am back to the good ol' rational me. sort of.
am so sleepy. its the big day tomorrow. i havent thought through the kind of expressions i'd dole out in the following situations: a) when the person beside me does really well b) when the person beside me does badly c) when i'm the person in option b
i suppose the poker face would be good, but i'm not too good with that.
i kept giving myself secret smiles while at work today, because i imagined myself doing the flip table meme over and over again. The scene has been looping in my head since Melvin first said "haha just don't flip table can le" in response to my poker-face plan.
muh muh muh muh.
feel kind of silly today. in a silly mood. parents are going to school with me tomorrow - my dad, because he's interested, and my mum, because my dad made her hahaha. they're gna visit my coursework. :) yay come see my art work guys. its clumsy and definitely amateur, but ive put in so much effort that it cannot only exist in my memory. i have to tear it down soon. cant keep it since its a site-specific installation.
weian said she was interested way back when i had still been at it. ^^
happy max now. hope i can be happy max tmr regardless of the poor souls who cant keep their joy in check for the sake of those who are stuck in a vacuum of perpetual darkness,...as well as in spite of those who need some empathy.
off to spend hours trying to look casual but not sloppy! it takes effort to look like i havent put in any. effort, i mean. oh the irony.
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