A Level #1, i mean.

screwing up doesnt feel as miserable when you dont study (ref. prelims),

but when youve mugged, it incites a resentment that, if projected on a tree, could burn it more quickly than a stadium of people staring at it and imagining it can.

(youve heard that theory about the tree right? Ask google if you havent.)

Perhaps A level #1 is the only A level i can experience since being a private candidate has a pre-requisite of being a wealthy kid.

I wish i could do my papers again. Am capable of so much more.

perhaps i have to create my own success...without great certs as a catalyst.