TeoEe ♥

Sunday, November 30, 2008

HELLO!
Muahahahahaha> : D

in Malaysia now.
anyone missed me?
: D
heh.

see you sooooooon.
byeeee(:

Saturday, November 22, 2008

lalalaaa~

1. What have you been doing recently?
slacking.
2.Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
not unless there's camp.
3.What happened at 10am today?
piano lesson.
4.When did you last cry?
not telling-.-but its cos of a very touching moment in a very horrid book.
5.Believe in fate/destiny?
havent really given much thought about that.does it matter anyway?
6.What do you want in your life now?
Success,who doesnt dress in school-u and looks like work.
7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
run to a nearby shelter,most probably.
8.Whats yr favourite thing to have on your bed?
me(:
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
BeanBean Atc07 shorts(:
10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
what else can be in my inbox?smses lor.
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
do i?ah sigh, then i'll leave it to the other person to untangle us from the complications-.-
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
no.
13.What was the last movie you caught?
some korean horror film.i have no idea what the title is.anyway, its not scary-_-
14.What are you proud of?
p2 orchid(:
15.What does your oldest text msg in your inbox says?
not telling.
16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
some guide song with xiaowei(:
17.Do you have any nicknames?
teo._.
18.What does your last receive text msg says?
lazy to check.but i think its from lihui.about the friday beach outing thing which i did not turn up.sorry):
19.What time did you go to bed last night?
1am+.no,i wasnt staying up.i couldnt sleep so soon after napping for about 5 hours in the afternoon.
20.Are you currently happy?
why do you care?haha.i cant be bothered to analyse my level of happiness.-_-im in a very do-this-quiz-for-the-sake-of-doing mood.
21.Who gives you the best advice?
samantha.(she asked me to do homework during the june holidays.):i should have listened huh?
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
no.dont like the taste.
23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
i didnt use the phone yesterday.
24.Is something bugging you now?
yes.how am i going to finish cleaning myroom by today???> : (
25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
i cant remember.
26.Do you wear toe socks?
nope.
27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
i cant remember.
28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
nope.
29.What annoys you most in a person?
intestines.
30.Do you have a crush on someone?
i dont know anyone by the name of "someone".
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
no.i'm a good girl.
32.What is the colour of yr room?
i dont know.piles of rubbish in my room has made it difficult to spot the wall.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
why would i want bucks?i'm not a hunter.
35.Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
i cant remember.nobody's been in my bed since last year.too much rubbish on it.
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
i cant remember.probably me.i hug myself(:
37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
no.
38.Do you have a life?
yea.
39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
no.
40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
profile song?-.-
41.Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
XINGJIE!!!!!
42.Last time you smiled?
i cant remember.recently bah.
43.Have you changed this year?
yes.i change after bathing.
44.What are you listening to right now?
high pitched screams of Mrs M. looking for M. Otivation,and she'll calling:"GO CLEAN ROOMMMMMM!"
45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
no.i havent talked much these days.lazy-_-
46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
i open them once i see someone interesting walking past(:
47.Is there a quote you live by?
not really.i've abolished "i hate math".i decided it wasnt healthy for the mathematical part of my brain.hurts his ego.
.48.Do you want someone you can never have?
i dont know. i'm not sure if i can have that person,hahaha.kidnap somebody,perhaps?
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
yeah.badly.
50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
"i'll clean tmr."
51.What were you doin last night at 11pm?pet societing and looking out for 11:11pm, but i ended up noticing 11:12pm instead-_-
52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
i died in it.
53.What song best describes your love life?
funeral march song.
54.Does the person know you like him/her?
yep.
55.Who always makes you laugh?
no idea.
56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
yes.
57.Favourite websites?
none.i dont want to grow to attached to things like that-_-
58.Whats your middle name?
erm, "o"? i mean, whats so middle about teoee?-_-
(i am going to ignore the fact that its the 2nd time a question has gone missing-_-)
60.What do you think you are like?
a slug.
61.Who will you choose to die with?
nobody should have to die with me.
62.Where have you been today?
in and out.
63.What game do you play often?
pet society.but i'm hoping to stop playing soon.cant stand being broke.
64.Who are you missing now?
YOU LAR.eh, say you miss me too leh ttt.
kidding.
65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
friends and lovers, whats the difference?
66.What are you doing right now?
quiz duh.but i wanna go watch tvvvvv.
67.Which primary school are you from?
junyuan primary school,kuching school number 2.
68.Name 3 colours that you like?
blue,green,purple.(and yellow,white,grey,...etc.but i cant mention them here cos the question says "3 colours".)
69.What emotion do you like to show?
best if i dont show any.
70.What is your life to you?
its a game.
71.If you have something bothering you what will you do?
nothing.
72.Who did you last chat on msn today?didn't chat
73.Who do you admire the most?
albert einstein.
74.Which month were you born in?
feb.
75.How are you feeling right now?
fine,thankyou.
76.What is the time now?
4.23pm
77.What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
nice.
78.What colour did you use to dye your hair?
i dont dye.
79.Why are you doing this test?
no idea.i should go watch tv now.
80.What do you do when you are moody?
continue being moody.
81.At which age do you wish to get married?
30.i wanna marry on 22/2/2022(: i like number 22222222 but i couldnt wait till 2222,LOL.
82.Who is more important to you?
huh?between who?
83.If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
nothing
84.Who is the person you trust the most?
(:
85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yea.
86.If you had a dream come true what would it be?
i dont know.
87.What is your goal for this year?
shant set any.i dont go all out to achieve them anyway.
(no question agn.)
89.What feeling do you love the most?
i dont know.appreciated,i guess?
90.Do you think its Global Warming now?
yes.i got taken in by the conspiracy
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
-.-
92.You like doing quizzes?
depends on my mood
93.Do you believe in God?
yea.
94.Who cares for you the most?
hmm.
95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
no idea.
96.What will you bring when you fight?
wits.
97.What have you regretted doing your whole life?
regret regretting.
98.What would you do if nobody cared for you?
nothing.
99.What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
break up with him before he breaks up with me.

OH I HAD A NIGHTMARE YESTERDAY!!
i saw xingjie in my dreamo.o
no idea why.
random hor?

it was like i was narrating a story to myself and acting it out at the same time.

i walked over to a lift, and i said that i will see something scary emerging from the lift.
then i waited, and although i knew i'd see something, i had no idea what i'd see.

i was feeling abit fidgety.

the lift opened, and xingjie rushed out.
O_O
i got a shock, and saw that he was dashing about, like as if he needed to get something important done, and had to do it quick.
i also noticed that he was drenched in sweat, making the school u look yellowish.
o.o
and he wasnt alive, by the way.

and frenzied xingjie ran towards me.

i just stood and stoned.

he asked me for cloth,
and i grabbed some part of my skirt out.
i was in school u.LOL.

anyway, he starting sewing something quickly around my skirt, and after that,
when he was done,
he said thanks and rushed off.

then his mum suddenly dashed out from the lift with a pair of scissors.

he took the scissors from her and cut a piece of thread from my skirt.
then his younger brother ran out the lift too.

o.o

his brother took the scissors, and before i knew it,
he'd cut me with the scissorso_O
eeks.
as in, just snipped a chunk of my waist out.
gawd.

but i didnt feel it.i didnt feel pain.
i just ahh!-ed and grabbed the scissors away from him lest he decided to cut me summore.

i instictively grabbed the scissors from him and, out of impulse,
hurled the scissors away from me.

it hit his brother in the neck.
as the pair of scissors sunk in,
i realised what i'd done and screamed.
then i ran up up up up and into my house through the stairs.

(some parts of dream missing)

i ended up apologising to his mother and brother.

oh, and they're all ghosts, by the way.
they were a little translucent.
and when the scissors sunk into xingjie's imaginery brother's neck,
his brother just stared at me with bigbigbig eyes.

o.o

O.O

and that was all.

when i woke up,
i just thought,
maybe i've been watching too many horror films these days.

):
sorry to xingjie if you read this.
i didnt mean to dream about you.
especially in a nightmare.
-__________-

ps.

Friday, November 21, 2008

i'm stuck with room cleaning ):
gotta finish by saturday.
which is tmr.

URGH.
wanted to go out today):

Thursday, November 20, 2008

went out with mum today: D

hahahaha,fun is a gross understatement!hahahaha.

"i know why you suddenly decided to go shopping."
"oh?"
"yep.you cant hide the truth from me.youre just trying to escape the task of cleaning your room up right?"

"moronic grin"

HAHA.

my hair's still so shorttttttt.
i cant wait for it to grow longggggg.
loooonnnnngggggg.
-_-
at least when its long, i have a choice of cutting it shorter.
but when its short, it can only go shorter.
no choice at all):

gimme gimme more
gimme more gimme gimme
more

choices: D

oh, and for those who're out to camp soon,
jiayou and have fun: D
take care!hahahaa.

i watched some movies at home some days ago.
although yea,was too lazy to blog about it,
but here's life with out pet society:

while watching the shows,
be it horror or #%^*%#,
i was constantly thinking of this particular thing.
some particular person.
o_O
not puppeh lar-_-this has nothing to do with pet society.

anyway,
i watched The Pianist.
it's nicee:)
from the movie title,
i'd have thought it to be another horror masterpiece,
but no.
its something like Empire of the Sun.
sort of...historical.

o_O

i like the part where the german soldiers terrorised a family of both young and old in the middle of the night.
they had ordered everybody to stand up, and everyone did.

except for this wheelchair bound old man.

i mean,
DUH,
if he could stand up,
he wouldnt hafta be wheelchair-ed around

but apparently,
whatever use of legs the old man had lost,
the soldiers had lost too,
but the affected body part were not legs,
but rather,
BRAINS.

they took his inability to stand up as a form of defiance and
and
and
and

threw him down from the second storey.
EEKS!
D':

the traumatised family didnt even dare respond to the blatant murder.
):

but i liked that part(:

HAHAHA.
its really honest.
regardless of whether the event took place or not.
i'm not really refering to the accuracy of historic data-__-

i find it honest because it doesnt try to hide how ugly human beings can behave.
phoo~

anyway, go watch it if you havent(:
its supposed to be famous,
but i havent really heard of it before this-_-

i told xiaowei about it that day and she told me that she'd watched it for history class already.
ah, lucky yous: D

lucky me too!
i enjoy the benefits of both humanities.
LOL.
(not true, cos i cant really thrive in geog-_-but then again, i've never passed history-_-)

aw dang.i missed 11:11pm again):

zzzzzzzzz.

oh yea,
was at bugis today.
the whole place was blasting with songs from jay chou's latest album.
the capri-thingy.
hahahaahahh.

i didnt mind at all,LOL.
(:

and i practised piano today.
o_O
surprised eh?
miracles happen ok?
LOL;

23rd Nov coming soon.
hmm.
(:

i want to sleep-_-
but i havent collected my daily lottery from pet society yet):
and i havent cleaned my room):
dangdangdang.
please give me 3 days to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
i have so much to do during the holidays):
so many things to play with,
sighhhhh.

put those homework on hold,thankyou-_-

anyway,
i'll be off to sleep.
who cares about the lottery anyway-_-
HAHAHAHA.

i wonder if lihui wants an apple hat.hahahaa.
i've got an extra: D
tell me if you want k?
hahahahaha.
its from one of the mystery boxes that usan blessed me with.
LOL.
: D
thank her if you want it(:

nights,dears: D
and lobo's turning 15 soon!hahaha.
nights to you too(:

usan spammed me with 107 mystery boxes.

O_O

its reaaaaally cool! she's at level 29 already while i'm at like...13?
and 55,202 is highhhhh.
she's only just started playing.smartye.

i can imagine her,
heng usan,
world renown hacker,
multi-gazillioner.

did i spell gazillioner correctly?
.
.
.
.....

-________-

anyway, i had a VERY HARD TIME opening the gifts containing 1 mystery box per gift because that moronic pet of mine cannot resist dancing a little dance after every box it opens-_____-

EVERY SINGLE GIFT, EVERY SINGLE DANCE.
EVERY SINGLE BIT OF MY PATIENCE WANING OFFFFFFFFF.
-_________-

go add usan if you haevnt and take a look at her magnificent 6-room house.
especially those who only have 1 room.

all 5 rooms of hers are filled to the brim with furniture-_-
she might as well open her own furniture shop,hahaha.

oh,and i might like racing after all(:
cept that i hate it when my pet lags and trips over the hurdles.

PET SOCIETY IS DEFINITELY LAME.
thats why its soooooo fun,MUAHAHAHA.

go play lar,
go playyyyyyy readers.

gogogogogo.

: D

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

YAY!I'VE FINALLY GOT THE APPLE HAT!!!

but i still want a paper bag shirt/wheel shirt/anything weird.

anyway, i'm only left with 2 coins now.2 measly coins(:
yahhhhh,i'm gna go race and earn 30 coins if i beat the other 2 contestants.
hope i aint gonna trip over those banana peels.
__________________________________________________

i should do chengyu thingy soon.

but must finish cleaning room first.
there aint much improvements.

first thing to do now is to try upload overdue photos.
tata`

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

hua hai's nice(:

do you know anyone who has a compulsive blogging disorder?
________________

i'm left with 20 coins):

and i need to clean my room.
fast.
before 23rd nov.

):
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):
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i hate cleaning my room.
too much sentimental dust):
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

SIAN.
PUPPEH'S BROKE AGAIN AFTER BUYING A KIMONO.

):

lihui gave me an apple: D
yippieh.hahahaha.

i want a niceeeee hat for puppehhhh.

and no, puppeh's not a dog(:
HAHAHA.

banana milkshake tastes weird.
so does banana milk.

only 100%-banana stuffs taste nice.
fibre,seeds and all.

banana + bread is nice: D

i'm not comfortable with banana milkshake.
i want my brother's mango milkshake-_-

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fibre,seeds and all EXCEPT SKIN.
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

homework makes me bleah`

and i think i'll attempt to hold off the bleah feeling for as long as i can.
but i heard i'll have no more breath to "bleah" if i leave everything to the last minute):
sigh.

orienteering with sarah today was so funny(:
we went to RI and had trouble locating S'pore scouts ass. on the map cos it was soooooooo weeny!
guides HQ has nice, freezing ribena: D
just right after sona in the balcony where we tied rope ladder for pioneer test.
glad to say,
we all passed the test!: D

shujun can really bake mien.
even though she cant eat her own cookies cos she cant eat dairy products(D:),
its ok because 40th batch is veryyyyy supportive of her cookies!
liying and i totally crammed ourselves today,LOL.
lihui kept crying"PIG." once in a while.hahahaaa.
but even she, couldnt deny that the cookies were yum!haha(:

i want to buy puppeh a bed):
but its so expensive.

i think i'll keep trying for the mystery box.
i hate it when i receive furnitures,
cos they dont match my theme for each room):
like living room,
supposed to be modern, with deep blood red wallpaper, and nice brown stripped floor: D
plus, a beanbag,
nice tv set,
cool plant,
simple table,
and a bball i purposely left on the ground to suggest that puppeh's a sporty pet,
hahaa.
the door/window's nice too!
i spent a bomb on those):

then the bedroom's supposed to be cosyyyyy: D

BUT i got a disgustingly worn out sofa(which they sell for quite some $ in the furniture shop and i have no idea whyyyy) from the mystery box,
and i could sell the sofa,
but i'd make a loss!!
to keep or not to keep?
but i cant use it either.
it ruins the "plan"i had for decorating the house):

ok,
end moral:
hello future spouse of teoee's,
please let me do the house decorating/furniture choosing when we get a house ok?

and i DO NOT consider people who cannot provide me with a decent place to live in.
too bad.
what more do you want?
you buy the house,
i'll try to clean it annually.
good trade eh?
: D

nah,im just joking.

i'm going to live in a small cottage,
deep in the jungle,
build my own structures,
outdoor cook my meals,
and play with animals.
: D

i'll wear flowers in my hair and splash in puddles(:
and i'll shoot any male who ventures into my teritory>; (
MUAHAHAHAHA.

teeetaaaaa`

sorry,still cant post any photoso_o

i'll try again next time.

(:
ORCHID WE ALWAYS PIA DAO DI.

ant infested lollies):
rest in peace in the bins.

i dont see the meaning in having a jie lunch when so many people dont eat,
so if you cant beat it,
join it.

yea, today was a lunchless day.

i'm intent on dedicating a day for stock up on clothes.
its a really sad world out there for a girl to have 1 pair of shorts in her entire house):

excluding 2 PE shorts and 1 ATC07 shorts(which embarasses hanxi and jenn when i wear it out)and 1 ATC08(which i dont really fancy wearing out either,sorry.)

lalala.shall try uploading photos again.

and i havent practised piano.
since ages ago.
uh,groans.

Friday, November 14, 2008

i saw lotsa ppl with the quiz i did below.

-________________-

eh, i realised mine's different leh.
the "shows you like watching" part.

-_-

my source probably tried to make the choices more familiar,LOL.
: D

i cant upload photos.
will try to do so when i can.
shall visit dhs website later: D
to relish sara's photoshoot.
aw, i like her alot: )

----------------------------

tearing in the mrt from bedok to tampines is embarassing.
life may be a play on stage,
but i think its a play worth acting, because if there wasnt this play,
i'd never have met all of you.

you.
have i ever told you that i admire you?
when you feel so alone and you bottle up your thoughts,
when you give up on the search for meaning and the joy i want to offer,

i wince inside and leak heartjuice.

when you say you have no friends,
when you say nobody cares,

i cry inside because i want you to call me a friend,
because i want you to know that i care.

sorry for being so insensitive.
you know,
i do think that your birthday's a really special day.

i dont know how to end this.
well,

just the usual,
bye.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Dear (_friend_),I don't really know how to tell you this, but (_1_).I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).I'm sure you're (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).I'm returning (_8_) to you, but I'll keep (_9_) as a memory.You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).(_12_)

Dear Qianting(hi!),
I dont really know how to tell you this, but You're a pervert (hmm,true.).I think I realized it Last year when you peed your pants(again???lol,jk.)In your apartment(woah.i thought you lived under the bridge?) and I saw you sit on My boyfriend(what?!!?sounds wrong.)I'm sure you're man enough to understand that I may pee my pants.I'm returning The pictures from Vegas to you, but I'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that Always wanted to break your legs and You ruined my attempts at another world war. Go milk a cow.
-Teo.
(sorry,i just thought of you randomly.)

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White- I am joining the convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other - I'm in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December- When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating
Kraft DinnerChicken- In your closet
Kebab - With Jean
ChrétienFish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot-Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What's the colour of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown- Your 'My little Pony' collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
The Last Mimzy; Man
U.B.O.S.; Emotional
Just For Gags; Open
Bu Fan De Ai;Frostbitten
Lost; High
American Idol; Sly
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
So you think you can dance?; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model: Middle-classed
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants (im excited cos hanxi's just asked me out.LOL.)
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly- That i get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your Mum
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10. The last letter in your last name
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your legs
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I'm scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness

YAY.going to tm with hanxi and jenn to buy canvas shoes for tmr's jihe.
(i've thrown both pairs away right after camp(which's yesterday).
hanxi suggests we tell jenn about atc:)
i'm thinking of the mystery games talk.hahaa.

lucky tm's within walking distance from my house.
: D

kk, going le.
i cant wait for tmr!
baCK TO GUIDES AGAIN!!!: D

yay.love 40th batch.
every single one of 40th batch.
bye.

ive got a sexy,raspy voice due to the cheering made during barang pt.
-________________-

my mum thinks i sound irritating.
aw.

my brother says he wouldnt bathe until i stop sounding like sandpaper.
?_?
i cant find the link with sexy voice and bathing leh.

HAHAHAAA.

actually,its not sexy.
just raspy.
like as if i have asthma-_-

ok,not really asthma.
aiya,whatever lar.
HAHAHAHAHAAA.

A little humour with a good moral.

The Pastor's Ass

The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won.

The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the Race again, and it won again.

The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT.

The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race.

The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS.

This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey.

The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent.

The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN.

The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10.

The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10.

This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild.

The next day the headlines read: NUN ANNOUNCES HER ASS IS WILD AND FREE.

The bishop was buried the next day.

The moral of the story is .. . . being concerned about public opinion can bring you much grief and misery, even shorten your life. So be yourself and enjoy life. Stop worrying about everyone else's ass and you'll be a lot happier and live longer!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA,AGREE?

SO TRUE RIGHT?

LOLLOLLOLLOL.

better moral of the story,

dont be an ass(:

because even though youre featured on newspaper so many times,

people'd still sell you for $10 just because the bishop said so.

youre worth more,arent you?

: D

tried changing skin.
i cant stand this pink anymore.

been wanting to change since ages.
i want something simple.

baby blue or pale yellow.

neh,cant be bothered.
nvm.bye.

made a promise.

i shall stick to it.
no more grandstand in dhs next year.

but there's something we all dont understand.
and i dont think we want to ask, do we?

its not a struggle for power, by the way.
believe it or not.

i think we're trying.
especially since camp prep.
notice the people we go home with?
ok, maybe not trying hard enough.since going home's just a 41 minute train ride.

but "trying" in itself, is a lousy word in describing what it is.
because trying suggests effort.
and i think it'd only be real if we dont try, and just let it happen.
pfff, wonder what i'm crapping.

nyaaa,shall shut up,byeee.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

hi.
back from atc.

the ants there are monstrous.
teeny little harmless looking black ants infested our meal bags(which contained our utensils) and gadgets, and infested us as well.

during flag lowering, many were fidgeting around as we all felt tiny legs crawling on our comparatively giant legs.
some tried to fight the temptation to swatt the ants off,
because we were in alert position.

i had to keep chanting silently:
i'll be proud of myself if i manage to stay still.
where is my self-discipline?
ok,just awhile more before ease, so i can swat bugs then.

my whole mind was filled with these thoughts.
at first,i thought i was the only one who felt it,
but i later found that guides from all around had received kisses from ants too.

ants seem acidic.
sharp stinging pain observed when causualty receives a bite.
o_O

the mud was cool too.
i remember cassandra telling me that she liked rolling in mud over msn some months ago.
heh, i guess she had fun soaking in mud then?haha: )
i thought it was fine having mud.
mud gives the "camp feeling" i think.
but my shoes werent exactly good,
and mud went in, socks got stained brown, and i basically squished my feet in mud for the whole day until 1++am when we go sleep.

same goes for all other guides who stepped in mud.

i threw both pairs of shoes away after camp.
grosssss.
(i wore slipper home)

haha.

being counselor's not as easy as i thought.
in my sec1/2 years, i thought:
heh, wait till im yr3, i can have a relaxed camp and watch juniors slog out!> : )

but now,
sigh.
i had never expected the tons of proposal editing we had to do,
the tons of changes made on that day itself,
how the camp mood goes,
how long we'd have to stand,
how many times we'd have to repeat a point in an attempt to get the message across,
how i'd feel disappointed in myself for not mirroring our seniors' sehness,
etc.

i think, as 2 or 3 others described,
being a counselor is a "shag"
personally, i dont know what that word means,
i've never heard anything similar except for scoody doo's shaggy person,
but i get the general feeling of shagness lar.
haha.

but still, it wasnt bad: D
i liked mystery games because we could finally do something physical and let our body catch up with our mental capacity.lol.

yeh, so today,
some of us bathed in school.
i had a great time cleaning up: D
but my towels stunk and i didnt dry myself-_-
well, besides that,
i went for dessert with some guides too(:

then hanxi and xiaowei held me as i walked on slippery grounds to the mrt station.
: D
i felt so touched awwww.thanks for caring about my safety: D

its really very heartwarming when a person helps you, and act like its common sense to do so.
they take helping others for granted, and yeah, cool: D

if its a drama, you'd see that as hanxi supports me,
she just walks on like its nothing while they film a close up me and i'm staring at hanxi with gratitude shining moistly in my eyes, and i give a tiny smile.
yeah,so dramatic and blah,
but it wasnt like that la,

it was clumsier because i lacked friction and just scooted around the floor like a moron,
while we laugh at me with me: )

but if you really think about it,
who cares for the superficial dramatic show?
the clumsy version is much better, really: )

it was raining, by the way, in case i hadnt mentioned it.
we walked in the rain.:)
but i didnt feel the cold in the weather today:) (if you get what i mean,haha,youre smart.im talking about the cold weather, but the heartwarming experience-_-)
thanks to yall,hahaa.

oh, but on the way home after reaching my station(MRT),
i slipped as i scooted past the banks and a few people screamed.
._. i hadnt even walked any distance yet, but once i reached the slippery floor part,
i just flew-_-
i dropped my sleeping bag but hugged my guides u for dear life.
phew`
just instinct and luck that my guides u didnt fly across the floor-_-

guides u must NEVER touch the ground.
: D
even when you fall down and make ladies scream.

anyway, there was this especially kind lady who helped me up and asked if i was ok: D
i felt as though i was still in guides because she asked"are you ok?" in caring manner,hahaa.

my response to the slip was:

"O_O*stonestone*OHOH!sorry!sorry for the scare, im ok(: sorry,sorry.hahaaa.*akward laugh*"

-________________-
weird hor?now that i think of it, i find that saying sorry was not really...suitable.
haha.

surprisingly,i wasnt ps for falling.
i felt like laughing instead cos i thought: LOL!see what happens when hanxi's not around?HAHAA.(if she hears of this, she's going to be thick skinned again,HAHA!)

and i was amused by the screams too.
i'm the one who slipped, but i'm the only one there who kept quiet.
-_-
the rest screamed for me.
-_-

kinda funny situation at the point in time.

ok,ranted enough.
i want to sleep.
bye.

P3 GAIA : D

Sunday, November 9, 2008

ALL 40TH BATCH GUIDES,

PLEASE CHECK YOUR EMAILSSSSSSS.

IF YOU HAVENT RECEIVED ANY EMAIL FROM ME,

CALL MY HOUSE NUMBER(i dont check my phone

often) AND TELL MEEEEEEE

OK?

any doubts can clarify too.

anyway,see yall soonnnnn.

bye.

angry.
dang cheated.
pff.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

live life for yourself.

its a quote often heard, no?

but if i were to live for somedody else,
i wouldnt mind if that somebody's you:)

*you is a plural word in this case.it refers to people whom i care and who cares for me.might be you,HAHAA.
_________________________________

i'm going to listen to 说好的幸福呢 cos p4 recommends it.
even xiaowei, who doesnt have the hots for jaychou.lol.
_________________________________
i think pink and brown's a nice colour combination.
pink and grey too.
but i mean baby pink.
heh.
and i could do with just brown too.

i dont like neon pink.too flashy.
_________________________________
lalaaaa.
bye.

Mr Mail's strong and accurate.
and he lights good fires: D
a guy working with guides,cool eh?

guides this morning.
browsed junction8 with lihui liying and xiaowei today after we had lunch with hanxi.
xiaowei and i arent good shoppers(and thats an understatement), so we just joke about as we walked on.

in the train, the few of us started a little discussion about the absorbent stuff, the one that burns well in fire*wink*.
and i'm kinda curious about it.
o_o

went over to popular.
xiaowei and i had fun reading passages from primary school textbooks.
practise oral: D

hanxi said she mapled 14 hours.
cool,hahahaaa.
the avid reader, mapling.

today at the bus interchange(bishan), peishan, sarah and hanxi all had young adult books to read.

me?

i had a book for 9 yr olds called "fiendish deeds"-_-
my mama initially borrowed it for my brother-_-
sighhhhhhhhh.

"any way i can keep u longer?"
haha,sorry.had to go yesterday because i didnt want to be late for guides this morning,haha.
sleeping at 11++is cool.
: D
talk to you soon, hollah.

i cant wait for atc: D
yay.
finally, day and nights with guides!:)
not that i dont like my family.

-_-

but i have so many nights with my family, and so RARE to have nights with guides!
):
(come on, take the hint:we need more overnight stays as promised by Mrs Chin)
anyway, i like camp: D
i like scaring people.

i havent passed Eunice her cookies...
-_-i dont think i'd work as the delivery lady when i grow up.
sigh.

gah.time to go out and have dinner.
and i'm kinda full actually.
holiday's all about eating.
LOL.

YES!I AM NOT GOING TO SWIM NEPTUNE'S VAST RED SEA DURING ATC!

(i hope non-guides/non-40th batch dont take the hint.abit weird.lol.)
kays,off to eat.ta`````

and reallyyyyy hope to see you soon, jenn!<3

Friday, November 7, 2008

kupped from esther hong: D

The more [x]s the dumber you are.
18 or lower means you’re not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
So far: 3

[x] You have ran into a tree.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
so far: 5

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.(i choked on saliva)
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] Your hair is/was blonde.(this is discriminative)
[x] People have called you slow.(hanxi,mostly.but rarely(: )
So far: 7

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling when you wake up.
[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
So far: 9

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
So far: 11

[x] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important(sleeping.)
[x] You have put on your clothes on backwards or inside out.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
So far: 15

[x] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t.(that was 2 years ago.i dont anymore.)
[ ] You break a lot of things.
So far: 16

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
So far: 18

[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[ ] The word “umm” is used many times a day.
So far: 18

ok lar, im not that bad: D
HAHAHAAAA.

yesterday: inspection, then packing, then went home and slept.
too tired to come online.

today:

go school for songleader.
highed.
trained with kim to aljunied,where we had lunch together.
then zhenling and peishan came, and they bought bread.
then esther,liying,lihui came together and most of us bought drinks.
esther bought pancake.
we tried to let esther give in to temptation and buy ice cream, but she didnt.hahaa.

took 158. picked mu ma huang.
went to sit in Macs to await dinner.

we sat around, had fun washing our itching hands(lotsa mosquito bites)
and going to the male-infested female toilet.
kim said sarah ought to treat us all to crystal jade or pizza hut cos we picked kindling for her,LOL.

we sat around, talking about night games.
discussing ideas which are kinda cool: D
nono, VERY ULTRA cool.

had fun talking.

then we sort of spooked ourselves a little when,
halfway through zi-xia-ing(self-scaring),
a lady suddenly approached us and asked us to sms for her.

she then passed us her phone,
and her screen was black and blank.
i was half afraid a scary photo'd appear and spook me if i pressed any of the buttons on the phone.
luckily, nothing happened.

ok,blahblah about the woman whom we observed,
and yeah,continued scaring ourselves with stories.

its really fun(:

jennifer wasnt there though D:
missed her today.sigh.

hi jenn.hope youre ok.
jiayou and i'll miss you during atc):

anyway, kim's really pro at scaring people.
her ideas are WOWWWWW de lor.
peishan's mighty creepy too, and gosh, she's really smart.
she can be a detective le.

shant disclose too much information about the phone incident in macs.
(:
in case she cant do it again next time cos everybody'd know about her tactics already.

okok, so, esther was hot today.
oh, and picking kindling with her was funnnn.
we jumped through puddles of ants and mosquitoes.
kim killed a mosquito that was about to kiss me.
zhenling got kissed lotsa times.lihui got 28.
we all received lots of love-_-

zhenling and i washed our hands the "smart"way.
but kim peishan washed using a smarter way-_-
esther ...i didnt see when she washed.i think i was away,haha.

ok,basically, today's a bunch of talk,
and if only shien was there with us):

she went to buy her activity's stuff on her own leh):
sorry,shien.

ok, today was fun and i really like the 40th batch(:
do i owe anyone $?

erm,nevermind.
byee.

ohoh, and fiona's a professional tape sticker,hahaa.
ask liying: D
hahaaa.cool de:)

okok,byeeeee.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

happy endings dont exist.

because happiness can last:)

hi, let me be your lasting happiness

DEAREST JENNIFER FRALALAAAAA~
will be seeing you again tmr:)

will be seeing all guides,yay:)

guides.
tangyuan with hanxi,jenn,shien,qian.
run in rain.
go hanxi's place play monopoly.
most land at first.
ended up as poorest.
shien richest.
shien was so happy she wailed with cheers.

played Hotel boardgame.
demoralised and poor again.
most land at first again.
was half sleeping le.
shien seemed like she was leading.
cheered again.
jenn won in the end.

by the way, qian didnt go.

by the way way, trained with kim,zhenling,esther,fiona and us.

went home.
scared shien in the lift.
other subsequent attempts to scare deemed uneffective.

shien and jenn decided not to let me walk behind them.
they didnt want me to try anymore pranks.

went to look for watches with jenn.
thought we'd need them for ATC.
couldnt find the $5 ones.
the $5, BLACK ones.
and anyway, those that we found were quite unsightly.

i went home.
i came home.
i'm at home.

i need to
-prepare guides u
-prepare briefing notes
-come up with personal ATC timeline in case i get lost(eh,lol?)
-buy watch.black watch. $5 watch.

-wake up on time tmr
-remember to wait for qian at bv
-help esther tie bun
-refrain from too much snacks.

end.
oh and hahnsie has nice room.
real cosy.
and arty farty just like her.
(:

<3 40th batch.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

sian.i suddenly got tired of cleaning.
it's in worse shape now):
my room, i mean.
i cant remember where my chairs are and im typing this, standing up in an akward position now.
D:

shall show pictures in another post.
byeeee.

yay.family: D

i'm a family(as in my paernts, sibling and i)-orientated person: D
__________________________________

some food advertisements:

from hanxi:pontian wanton mee!!(-_-)

i recommend
-eastern food,tang yuan(sesame) in peanut soup! can be found in ghim moh market and CHINATOWN.cow-car-street.

-western food, heh. steak from hog's breath! you gotta go try at least once in your lifetime.really!hahahaa.remember to bring more $ though, unless you wanna go wash dishes for 8 years there to pay the bills.go CHJMES, it has the best steaky atmosphere: D

-best pancakes/hotcakes come from macs-_-

-ice cream, you should trust hagen daz(whatever the spelling is-_-)

-chocolate eggs, try kinder surprise!(comes with a lil' toy o_O although thats not the point)

-soup, eh,ps.homecooked, guess you hafta have a teoee-mum to taste it. she "invented" this corn+carrots+some weird stuff+chicken soup which is real nice.yippieh.

-milk, drink the plain kind: D

-apple juice, get it from ri ben chun (japanese village): D
it's fresh and greeeeeeeeen.

-omelete. i like mine best-_-oil-free, and only a teeny pinch of salt.yay.healthy: D

-best ribs, tony romas(or something like that.cant remember the name.): D
they provide crayons for colouring too!: D
although its only for kids, but...erm,nevermind.

-best mint candy: from fish and co. LOL. when you pay the bills, they give you 1 mint candy per person. i think its by far the nicest "dish" from fish and co. -_______-

so far, thats all(:
this is a tribute to qianting the food lover: D
HAHAHAAA.

_________________________________

shien's a family person too.
_________________________________

went for cip with jenn xiaowei liying lihui yesterday.
erm, we had a little bit of problem continuing cip from where we left off last time(before eoys),
so we went to sit around in bedok macs.

xiaowei said:"we were there!"
when we got in.
she was refering to the place where BangBang guides had sat, labelling all their zip lock bags for PLTC: D
ahh,
reminds me of shien and usan's "people smart mah" and shien's claim that her mother collects zip lock bags.
: D

anyway, we sat there for quite awhile,
then liying and i had abit of trouble deciding if we should eat.
lihui wanted icecream but liying and i were for apple pie.
then jenn and xiaowei discussed,(i think), and in the end, it was 4 against 1.
apple pie leading in votes,
so lihui cast her vote over and we all ate the same thing.

o_o
ok, that wasnt interesting-_-
but nevermind.
i have a way of ranting about unimportant things.

anyway,
lihui was going to share a story with usD:
but our ACL forbade her to do so.
awww.

i guess it must be an interesting story about her> : )

lihui was destructive yesterdayO_O

liying was sleepy.

jenn tried to persuade others to go to school with her today:)

jenn and xiaowei had fries next, liying and lihui had icecream.

i stuck to my resolution.

we talked about erm,...baoshuing.
we talked about JP's girl.
we talked about xiaowei and her shiny head,LOL.
and how it comforted lihui that xiaowei'd hafta pin up her hair during atc too.
LOL.

ok, then we went home.the end.

heh,ps.i made the day sound so boring.
it was quite exciting,really.

oh, and liying smiled alot at a lil' boy from the childcare centre:)
she spent lotsa time waving bye to a boy from the k2 class too:)

xiaowei commented that she smiled as though she had spotted MacDuff.
LOL.

kk, thats all.
bye.
(p.s. someone from the childcare centre gave jenn a sweet wrapper.such a sweet gift huh?: ) s/he passed it to jenn through the window summore.awww, so romantic> : )hahaa.)

room makeover.

actually just spring cleaning,
but heys,
i might have photos to prove my soon-to-be hardhard work!

hohoho.

for now, hold on to my studying plans first and i'll continue on homework after atc and pioneer test.

ive already copied a few chengyus but not halfway done yet.

okok,back to room.
: D

start with the most gruesome job,
the drawers.
-_-

tutu`

Monday, November 3, 2008

just read heather's posts.
every single thing wheezes me back to sec1.

Napoleon Excites Red Donkeys.
NERD.
New Experimental Radiational Device.(this was suggested by huimin,haha.the IT person)

in hweemean we trust:
with us, you have a brighter future

LOL.

shant elaborate le,
since i've already blogged about this for like,
a gazillion times.(this includes what i blogged in the previous blog, which had lotsa posts too: D )

Memory.
its the only film i dont get tired of replaying.

we are looking for blues clues,
we are looking for blues clues
we are looking for blues clues

i wonder where they are?

dum da dum da dumdum,
POW!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

this is an edited coment:
hi readers,please dont waste your time reading the below post cos i find it pointless and really quite lame.
end of edit-

take 1:(the naggy approach)

Dear Blog,

Nothing much has happened today.
i slept at 6:30+am and woke at 10pm today,
went for piano,
went home,
and slacked.

i always turn to you when i need to voice out my thoughts,
or just to have something occupy time.
hi, youre my virtual friend.

you're better than a diary because i'm an a friend of the Earth and i dont want to waste paper,
even though yeah, i'm wasting fuel by using electricity,
but...even if i dont blog, i' still switch the computer on so as to keep the music flowing in my room.
makes sense to put 2 birds to sleep with 1 jab, right?

okaes,anyway.
tsk.
aiyo,
i dont know if i should really blog this.
k, i'll try to make it as un-specific as possible.
i feel so akward now-_-

sometimes, its painful for us to know the truth
but it hurts even more people to keep denying, ya know?
ok,this makes no sense as to what i actually want to talk about.i was about to continue "know the truth, but i know i'm not influential...etc"but erm, it felt quite...weird.so i just changed the sentence and now it has no link with what i'm saying.

ok,back to topic.

i know i'm not influential.
but
i want to be the one to stand by you.
i want to have the shoulder you'd cry on,
i want to have the number you'd remember without writing it down,
i want to have the name that comes to your mind first when you hear "love"
i want to be the first person you seek help from.

aiya,whatever. i want to stand by you la, in short.
):

but sometimes, and most times, what you want is not what you get.

wait.please ignore the above chunk of words.let me start over again.
____________________________________________________
take 2:(the direct approach)

i know i'm too caught up with being friends to become someone you can look up to.
it feels too late to change that.
i dont know what you think of me.
maybe thats why i hesistate standing before you and leading you.
i'm afraid of rejection.
if you were to turn away and go the other direction,
i think i'd just crumble on the spot and let the wind blow me away.

shiate.i dont dare to know what you think of me.

sometimes, it sucks that the ground is non-living,
cos it doesnt respond when i silently cry:please,just swallow me up and hide me now.

do people get used to falling down?
makes me think of the video about the racing kid who kept falling down and finished the race last.
his dad was proud of him in the end though,
and so was the crowd.
but,

hais, i'm not that much of a peabrain you know.
i understand that the whole video was staged, and directed upon a script.
):
things in life are not so simple.
why cant everybody just cancel the race and take a nice stroll around a garden or something?
why must people make life a race.
whats the use of improvement?
people in the stone ages seemed contented with rock-paints,
yet we complain about lousy qualities of acrylic paint...etc.(thats just a random example)

no matter how fast you run, everybody still ends up at the same finishing line.
perhaps if you had gone slower and had taken time to appreciate your surroundings etc,
you'd have won something better.
something like,...
up to your imagination.

sian.
there's a fine line between emoing and reflecting.
i'd better not cross it.

bye.

4.12am.
no, not asleep yet.

wahhhh sigh.

i really didnt receive the chem worksheet!

cos i went for 3rd lang exams and left halfway through chem!

rightrightright????!!!

so i didnt lose the worksheet!

(although i mean, sure, i'm supposed to get my worksheet from somebody who'd kept for me. but i didnt know who that person is, and i wasnt aware of the existence of that worksheet so there wasnt reason for me to enquire about it right???)

ok,sure, this doesnt make a difference since i still gotta get help and ask a friend to scan for me,

but at least i have more reasons to feel urghh: D

which is good, cos now instead of feeling guilt for "losing" the worksheet,
i feel ^$(&^@.

ok, maybe not very good.
but #$&%# is better than guilt.
heh> : )

ok,sian.
now the unjust face of the world turns to me and says:"so what if youve discovered this?the teacher will care that you havent handed the worksheet up, not how you didnt receive it and went mulling over it right?"

):

that disgustingly honest face says again:" and anyway, youre just guessing that it may have been given when you were away.it could have been given AGES ago.before ANY fo the jap exams started."

): ): ):

blue and berries,
whatever.i should go print the worksheet out and forget it.
after all, dots had already scanned it for me: D
yippieh.

it's 2:18am now!

i have no idea why i'm still awake,

but it might be the fact that i slept my afternoon away.

o_o

cya.

hah.too impulsive of me.

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i've lost all conversational skills.
like just now.
i had about 8 conversation windows(managable, i guess.)
but most of them were sort of frozen already.

eg. jenn and i would talk halfway, and the conversation'd stop.
then i'd ask some stupid question like "what are you doing now?"
and after she answers, she'll ask me back.
and i'll reply.
then i'd have forgotten about asking her what she's doing just now, and i'd ask again-_-

"whatcha doin now?"

its what i say when i run out of things to say.

i've been saying it to everybody these days.
sorry.
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the proposal needs editing.
:):
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hi.give me red please(:
i want to love you again.
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guidesguidesguides.

hmm.empty.
bye.hi.nights.

sweet dreams, dear : )

Saturday, November 1, 2008

eat away.eat away.eat away.
engulf.
gulp.

twirl and swirl and jump and hurl.
andandand.
so many ands.

i dont like red.
no red.
red blood.
red hot ambition.
red hot passion.
red hot anger.
red hot lies.
red hot sunburns.
red hot results.
red hot arguments.
red dull guilt.
red.

ambitious people.
dont like.
daredevils.
may not like.
all linked to red.

chinese new year.
red.
nothing much about it.

calm serene blue.
swift blue.smooth blue.
silky ribbon of blue.
soft blue. sweet blue. fluffy blue.
translucent blue.
blue ribbons.
first place.
pigs like wilbur who win pig contests get blue ribbons.
blue.

red is too much to handle.
blue it.

blue is cold.
blue gives frost bites.
blue is resignation.
blue is suffocation.
blue is the leftover of red when passion dies.
blue is always behind red.

"red and blue.red and blue."
havent heard lots of people say
"blue and red.blue and red."

sorry.i'm just bored and guess i'm feeling a little bo liao.

i was just wondering some moments ago about what happens when life ceases.
as in,

your body materials go into dirt and is renewed back to the Earth.
your soul flies up to the God your religion looks upon.
what about the memories you accumulated on Earth?
what about the feelings?
where do they go.

they cant just disappear.
they are considered energy because eg. anger is converted to heat.

energy cannot be destroyed or created.
they can be converted.
in life, feelings and memories are converted from the energy released by events.
(whatever that means.but at least you know that they originate from events right.)

in death, is it released into air?
or transferred to somebody elses' physical body?

doesnt it irk you that a piece of tissue you've just used may last longer than you will?
hmm.

if the world is a tree,
and we leave marks of our existance by scratching our names upon it,
as years go by,
others would write over our names.
then what was the use of putting in so much effort to scratch it in the first place, knowing that it'd be erased from memory sooner or later?

erm, i suddenly forgot why i'm typing all these.
just a colourful moment i guess.

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i'm still kinda upset about grass.
sigh):
ive never had it before atc07.
and now its getting quite frequent.
just as well that i wont really be in much contact with grass anymore cos of the way the world's so obsessed about technology and land clearance.
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i cant find my chem worksheet.
the one about periodic table.
little setback in my studying plans.
since its overdue.

i'm not even sure if ive received it(which i think i most probably did)
but i really cant find it.

there's a 65% chance that i have the worksheet.
100% chance that i've lost it.

30% chance i may find it if i continue searching.
50% chance i'll only find it when i'm 60 years old.

now i'm 98% emoing about it.
minor setback,
big impact.
big fat failure.
sighing doesnt seem like a good way to solve problems.

but, sigh.

teoee makes me feel like giving up.
she's bad company.
but yet, we share the same mind, same body, same soul.
cant escape her.
cant escape me.

i've got my goals.
i want to strive for studies.
but she's got her reasons for hesitating from the fight,
and she wants to give up because she's lost the little confidence she had left by investing it stupidly in a chem worksheet.
which she conveniently lost.

lost both worksheet and will to continue.
what a retard.

she believes that giving up would stop the passage to remorse and guilt,
and the way to regret too.
i think she believes wrongly.
sigh.how to convince her?

stop talking to yourself, teo.

AH.
today was a meet-the-funny-people day.

ok, exam,yep.
woke up on time(:
reached mrt station and saw some juniors who either
a)didnt see me
b)didnt dare to see me i.e. purposely turned to face another direction-_-
c)saw me and pretended not to notice
d)saw me and stoned
-_-
oh, and i saw squareface too.
i reached the examination place 8 minutes earlier but was one of the last few to enter the exam room(tsk,kiasu people)
paper was fine.
i finished in less than 20 minutes,
but the time given was 1 hour and 30min.
and i had to stay at least 40min before submitting the paper cos its the rule there.

sigh.wasted my time.

there were all aged people there.
from 5 yrs old perhaps, till 60 years old at least.
heh,cool.

ok, after exam, came home and on the way home, ALMOST bumped into xiaowei's Lamppost!!!
(imagine xw,lh,jenn and ly ewwwing now.LOL.)

luckily, 我闪得快,LOL.

ok, then reach home and the end.
actually only saw 2 weird people larhs,
but still, its a meet-the-funny-people day.
funny as in 奇怪.
as in, weirdddd.

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i wanna buy pancake mix.
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Tagged has this weird function that "matchmakes" people.
you browse through people's photos/dp and click yes if youre interested in him/her.
then you wait for his/her reply.
if yes too, its a match.

i think that function's stupid.

ever since that, i've been having stupid emails sent to me, asking if i'm going to click yes.
the age of those guys(although they may be female,you never know who's who in cyberspace) ranges from 14 to 17.
but thats not the point.
the point is,

my dp's a photo of a toy cat.
toy kitty cat.
the ones that dont mew or miao or pffffff.

and they based their "yes" on that dp.
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omg.cat perverts.
(sorry to those who clicked yes on me and sees this post.)

actually there's nothing much about this lar.
im just irritated cos my inbox's spammed with 24 of those stupid emails.
sigh.
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i cant believe i subscribed to monthly fools emails.
its something about managing your finance and it talks about investments...etc,
all for business people.
not students like me.
it spams me with emails too and although that's like, on a 3 day per email basis,
i still think i dont need the email cos i just send it to the recycle bin.

but then,
i'm too lazy to do anything about it.
and i'll just keep subscribing in case i need the emails in the farrrr future.
-_-
ok,sorry.i guess my conclusion made this a pointless post-_-

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qianting and i.
we're food lovers.LOL.
and i never knew, but shien doesnt like this particular drink that shall not be named.

(i dont have a reason for not naming it.i just dont feel like it.yeah?)

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its been long since ive played with sharon.
jasmine too.
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im bored.bye.

dont know why, but i was thinking of WanYing this morning.
hmmm.

Drakon

get one from cbox!