what am i willing to settle for. if i accept the study life, will i be more content.
maybe then, i'll stop waiting.
my existence right now is very, very meaningless. but maybe meaning is overrated.
i dont need it.
butterflies dont think about meaning. they just do. and then when its over, its over.
no next life, no looking forward to anything. maybe that is true enlightenment.
till tomorrow.
