Friday, March 22, 2013

what of this life. what to make of it.

I wanna buy me flowers, and hold my hand
give me all my hours, when I have the chance
take me to every party cos all I want to do is dance

sometimes I stop thinking and just feel, and every so often I end up with an inexplicable desire to tear.
I'm a beautiful person, but not beautiful enough. I'm sorry for not loving me more.

I look at myself through my brother's eyes, and I see a sister who's pretty, smart, and confident. I know that that's how I seem to him, because of what he says when we converse, but I feel like a lie. One day when he grows up, maybe he'll see that I'm as confused and lost as he is, and feel as incompetent as he does.
I wish that he'd love himself more, so that maybe I could love me too.

maybe then it would be okay to be broken.
Drakon

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