Friday, September 14, 2012
Today is a up day.
That's why I'm here. I want to rant but I don't want to rant to anyone in particular. Who knows if i'll regret saying all the stuff that I do when I'm upset..it's better to keep it all to myself or as an alternative, type some vague post here.
Basically how I've been feeling is just this : like a screw-up.
I wish I could focus. Right now, I wish time and space would stop so that I can do my work in a void. I'll have no friends, no worries, no obligations, activities, promises to keep up, ...
No need to care if I have to be back by a certain time, no need to try to explain myself for my mistakes, etc.
Not like I can really explain anyway. Drown myself in passivity. It sounds really relaxing like that.
Sigh, time to go. I've got commitments to fulfill.
Bye, blog.
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