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Thursday, July 14, 2011
lousy day.all part and parcel of a lousy academic life. school started at 9am instead of 8am today, but i was still late by 30min cos i lost track of time researching about artists. i didnt even know i was late until pearlyn messaged me about it. i know i could have researched the night before, but yesterday after school, all i did was the paragraph of AQ that Mr Lim had asked for, as well as the bio essay corrections that till now, i have yet to complete because its so long, before i betrayed..something, or someone, i dont know, and gave in to sleep. of course, i could have done it on tuesday too. but again, when lesson ended at about 7pm, all i did was...nothing. by the time i had reached home (walked with wanying), it was nearing 9pm, because we had spent some time being disappointed about art. i took my dinner, told my parents that we have to expect perhaps a failure, mopped around my room, and let myself sleep all my negativity away. when i woke, almost late for school again, the negativity was still there. so today. having partially given up on art, i went to the compulsory studio time without any drawings or whatsoever. only had my mouth to speak of the poor research ive done. which, of course, upset the teacher. she doesnt seem to have given up on me, seeing her insistence that i stop doing the wrong things, as well as chiding me for not doing things effectively or efficiently, creatively, engagingly, etc. well, i guess, i am thankful for her optimism, for which i am highly undeserving. so after school today (after econs make-up lesson to go through the fail econs paper), i spent time making a list of things to buy for art, then continued doing those bio corrections (still unfinished), and left school at about 6pm. went to the library to look through some art books from 7pm to 8pm, and borrowed two, then went grocery shopping for art materials until 10pm. went home, took dinner, then blog. annoying lady at the grocers' kept peering at the things that i was buying for art, then you know when you guy stuff like bean sprouts, you have to put it in a clear plastic bag and have it weighed right? ya i put about half a handful of it into the bag, and before i had managed to weigh it, she came nosing into my business and said stuff like "oh, you keep a rabbit?" "no." "oh. have you asked if you can take these?" "i intend to pay." (i think she didnt hear my clearly) "oh, ya, better ask if you need to pay, if not they'd think you want to steal." i smiled politely though all i could think of was to chew her face off because she was doubting my integrity and i was majorly offended, and in the end the bean sprouts were $0.02 yes, 2 cents. so at the counter, i only paid for my other purchases and the bean sprouts were unaccounted for because they rounded the cost down. -.- ya. like, what did i say. it is a lousy day after all. the only good thing was that while my class was having chem class and i lingered alone in the canteen, the junior that i met becauseof Math science olympiad, Jeremy, sat opposite me. (: i like the boy. always so friendly, even though i remember being quite fierce the first time i had met those rowdy (then) yr2 facilitators. ok. i go liao.bye. |
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