Sunday, September 12, 2010
i don't know what to do. i just spent 2 hours lying on my bed, imagining how i'm going to fail art. i know there's the rubrics, i know there has been consultations, but i really don't know whats expected of me.
i need to experiment, to generate ideas, to come up with a reason for everything, why i choose a wooden base instead of bronze, why i use red instead of pink, why i want to portray myself as this instead of that in my art...
i need to express my ideas visually. to draw. to take photos. to make.
i need to figure out what my identity is. but what if i don't know.
"identity" is a tough theme. i absolutely hate it.
it's so personal, and abstract.
i'm going to fail. why must art be understood.
Marcel Duchamp was a Dadaist. he randomly took a urinal and made it art. now it's world famous, and people flock to the museum (ive forgotten what its called. the pipe one in Paris) to see it.
why cant i do the same.
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