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Thursday, January 21, 2010
life is a tease.i read through some junior's posts, some batchmate's archives, and my own. guides has changed alot. because we had changed alot. yet, i wouldnt be able to decide if its for the better or for worse, because change encompasses both pros and cons. when i first joined, i thought i was never gonna get used to guides. my first mass change experience was quite a horror. when i forgot to bring my badge in year1, i thought it was the end of the world. then when i got my first batch of juniors, i was worried that i couldnt be a gina or jocelyn to them. it was different in year 1 because at that time, i only had myself to think of. as long as i gave my best, as long as i showed respect, all was well. yet, from year2 onwards, it became our responsibility to make sure others, juniors, give their best too. that was admittedly tough, because i couldnt tell if their best was really their best. i wasnt matured enough to understand that everybody's the same. everybody wants to pia, and i shouldnt discredit their efforts. having a new batch join p2 was weird. i thought i was never going to get used to crystabelle, michelle, yiting and clara. (i had alot to get used to.) i couldnt even remember cryst's name at first.(heh paiseh ah) i had to make do with crucible-.- but now, p2 is synonymous with their names (which i remember, of course.) oh, and i kept mixing claire, clara, and clarissa (who quit soon after) up. subsequent batches of juniors made me feel weird too. (initially la.) accepting new juniors, each with a different individual personality, each with a different batch personality, is a challenge. ok. why am i ranting about this. i dont have a purpose for posting. anyway, revisiting other guides' blogs had made me think about guides again. xiaowei, my thoughts are discursive. hahaha.fleeting, random. i used to think that the tradition of adoring our seniors ended with me because i could never be them. but perhaps, just perhaps, i thought wrongly(: after all, i did give my best. i really love p2. everytime a junior waves to me, i brighten up. they remember me: D ok. i'm in senior high. sec4s are abandoning their blogs in preparation for sec4 life (or no-life). i should be doing the same. and more. ruonan, i'm feeling it now D: gosh i regret spending the past hour typing this post. thinking took more time than typing. gosh gosh i should mug! and i'm exhausted again. but its already 9pm! (i start feeling sleepy at 930 these days. then i drop asleep without warning...ok actually got warning la, but i'd be too tired to do anything but ignore it.) i dont like going on msn le. talk to you guys long long later, or in school. byebye. |
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