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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
in a foul mood.
if your mouth were a door, i'd slam it shut.
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mentioned AEP Italy trip to my dad.
the cost put him off.
i sort of expected that, and i know he'd let me go if i expressed a desire to,
but i dont want to take advantage of his love, and i dont want to go overseas without my family anyway.
its horrid knowing that i'll have fun elsewhere while they're back at home, living their routine.
yet a little part of me's impressed by the programme.
museums full of expression, full of people's stories.
the architecture. the place itself.
there's so much Art.
getting the chance to see Mona Lisa..gosh.
the only thing im not really excited about is disneyland.
i mean, sure. its the highlight to alot of others.
but to me, it disrupts the whole uncommercialised feeling that i had initially.
i just want to sit in the leaning tower of pisa and, idk. paint?
silly isnt it?
i dont belong to the 21st century at all.
technology doesnt impress me.
the lack of it does.
jeez i'm still in a foul mood.
been at it since the second half of school today.
i just want to sit in my bed (full of rubbish on it) and cry.
why did God put people like you, and people like me together?
)':
today jovina told me she missed me, and i felt very touched.
she is a very real person <3
i'm so grateful for jennifer's presence : )
<3
bye. to hell with whatever's bothering me, even if it i have to go to hell for wishing this too.
bye.
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