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Thursday, December 31, 2009
i cant do it.
cant clean my room.
its full of junk that i think i'll miss but actually wouldnt.
the possibility of digging those stuff out years later and making them useful is very attractive, albeit small.
what if i need something days later and BAM, i'd already thrown it away today cos i thought i'd never need to see it ever again?
i'd be so pissed with myself.
and little pieces of paper that my parents think are pure rubbish are still in my room for a reason.
a little note that said "ATTN: TEOEE" from shien, torn from a piece of scrap paper, is a reminder of open house (i think?). she pasted this note of the bag of balloons (i think again?), placed outside tuanbu, so i'd see it.
throwing this piece of 'junk' is dangerous.
what if i throw this piece of reminder away, and in days to come, forget about this event entirely?
):
i mean, its not a significant piece of memory, but its still something nice to caress in bed as i float on the brink of sleep...
ok. typing things out makes me think in a more structured and clear manner.
i obviously dont need to keep that piece of paper cos as i was typing it, the memory flowed smoothly from my mental banks even though till now, i havent had any inkling of where that note could be.
(maybe i've already thrown it away?)
lol.
ok, back to room cleaning.
i sincerely hope i dont throw anything important away.
oh jeez.
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