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Tuesday, February 10, 2015
i wish i had unlimited corn to eat. from a cup. just pure sweet corn like the one from macs without butter.just corn. unlimited corn. also, carrot and orange juice, because i am getting myopia at age 22 and i am not ready for this. yes, i mentioned my age. security breached. noot noot. now kidnappers will know who i am and how much corn i eat a day and then catch me and demand ransom to which nobody can afford, and i will be unredeemed. i feel like as i get older, it becomes harder to find things special. festive seasons used to be special, birthdays used to be special, valentines' used to be special too even though it was changed to friendship day in my parental-guidance school. now its just..."oh better do something to acknowledge it, but yknow, because i have to, not because i want to make it memorable." will having children around me make me rediscover the excitement due of every celebration? i want to be a primary school teacher on part-time basis. or maybe lower secondary school. maybe for the special kids too. i wonder how they celebrate. i will give them corn. we will all eat unlimited corn. and i can tell them about my green bean plants every day instead of bothering my instagram followers with it. I feel close to my plants because i see them grow every day and theyre just so determined to grow. its like, they dont even care about anything beyond that. The economy? whats that. The education system? i dont know. Valentine's and CNY is coming? uh, okay. It's like, theyre so purposeful. I wish i could be more like them. quietly just striving. do they feel sad when spaghetti spills into their bag and ruins their cardigan although they had taken care not to spill it during transportation, but had had to carry it in the bag regardless of the risk because the take-out boxes were burning hot? did they? i'm not saying that i did or that it happened to me. Although it did. But no, they dont care, and they are happy little plants however deformed or what, because of their germinating conditions. I wish i could find excitement in life. |
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