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Saturday, May 19, 2012
I'm in the best mood ever now!I'm really thankful for having amazing friends and family^^ Today my cherished Esther and her cute mum gave me support in such an unexpected way - it touches me immensely! Then I ended the day lepaking with my dearest Wan, and I'm ever-grateful that she's by my side. The both of them cheer me up so much. I feel damn blessed. I sincerely hope Wan won't feel sorry or bad, cos she's been nothing but a lifesaver and a gift from God. According to the fengshui thing about the career of the rooster zodiac, we will have a hard time at work but gui4 ren2(benefactors) would be there to help us pull through. Yep, definitely GUI ren haha! Besides, the thought of Jovina having an awesome time with her family also puts me in a good mood. It's a great feeling to have friends whom you feel happy for and happy about! Add to the fact that Han said we should hang out soon, and that I saw her with her mum and her mum's endearing friend on thursday, I must say, I have nothing to complain about in my life (except maybe that I haven't had enough time to spend with my family). Wei An, thank you for texting me man. You are yi4 ji2 bang4!Wen Zhong too, thanks! I came home to a funny note from my mum: (translated) Eat, 1.durian cake 2.salad 3.mango finish 2&3, leave a slice of durian cake. You could finish the durian cake too actually...I'm worried that it may spoil over the night. . . . If it spoils, then let Papa have it;-) Hahaha. I've been sobbing every now and then when I'm in my room, in the bus, or at the park...perhaps its hormonal sot-ness, but I can't help thinking about how much regret I'd have for not spending enough quality time with them, and how much I've been being unfair and unkind to them over my teen years. I read about things like "When we're busy growing up, don't forget that our parents are growing old.", and I think about how much my parents must miss my grandparents, and I feel sorry that I'm not the best source of joy, even at best. Despite having such sentiments, I have still kept my behaviour and actions unchanged though. It's really just too strange to suddenly love my parents openly. The essence of traditionally stoic Asian members still lives in me. So, besides that, I've been spending my time on Running Man. I need to start research on halls to decide which hall to apply to.. I cooked sauteed foie gras for Mother's day. The celebration was poorly orchestrated because the boys in my family and I were scheduled for a movie in the night, and I had started cooking late. Plus, although I had revised the recipe a zillion times already, when it finally came down to cooking, I was pretty nervous and silly haha. Then I was grouchy at the movie because my brother kept shaking his leg and was leaning into my seat. Sigh. Talk about being a 'joy' to hang out with. In my head and heart, I say "Family time, thank you for this, God." but on my face, it read "TAMADE STOP ANNOYING ME". ): I googled "how to be a better family member" but the results were not very good responses to my predicament. well anyway, it has been a lovely day finding out that I have so many people to be thankful for, and I'm off to finish 2&3, as well as to have another bit of cake. ttyl! signing off, sunny side up, me! |
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