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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
i slept really early yesterday. still woke up late, and was almost late to school though. lucky i still have 1 leg to run with. had a long dream, but only remember parts of it. i think it was 2 dreams actually. one was of me, running around in the current dhs campus, on the 2rd floor near the spiral staircase, with my tooth. t'was large, like a clay/dentist-style model, except that it was mine. i dont remember if what i felt was pain, but i didnt feel fear. i just didnt know what to do with that tooth so i carried it around in my palm, trying to find someone for advice. the second was longer. or at least, i remember more. i was at a camp with some kids that i dont know. then i made friends with some person A. not very close, but she was someone i stuck around with since i didnt know anyone else. then we were brought to a sort of small drain in a part of the campsite (the rural, trees and grass kind), where we watched this poor squirrel-like animal get chased around by some sinister-like fox/weasel animal to and fro the drain. poor thing, the smaller animal looked like it was going to break down but the weasel seemed to be enjoying it. sicko weasel. the squireel-looking thing squealed for help many times, and idk if i was the only one who had heard/understood it, but i was definitely the only one who seemed to have noticed its appeals,... but i didnt go help it cos i was too cowardly. i was afraid that get into trouble with the weasel-like thing for messing with its sick game. though i felt really ashamed and guilty, it was not enough to make me risk my safety for the sake of the squirrel's. ): i'm a horrid person. hope im not like that in real life, sigh. the weasel's really really very scary.. the campers were constantly warned of it and we lways tried ways to protect ourselves from the weasel...from night patroling, to sticking with our buddies 24/7 and travelling in large groups etc..having torches with us wherever we go too. when we lined up in twos to determine the buddy thing, i cried to that friend of mine "stand here leh D:". but she was indifferent to me and shifted up the line that she was in. i ended up with this small looking girl, whom i later made friends with too. i never saw that friend of mine since then. maybe cos the campsite was big. anyway that small friend didnt look japanese, but when i asked for her name, she told me some long jap thing, so i attempted to talk to her in jap and i asked if she spoke japanese at home. to which she replied yes. uh. then i lived in constant fear of the weasel until i woke up and was almost late for school. the end. i dont know how to infer the deeper meaning of dreams, though i believe in Freud's theory about how dreams are our mind's way of organizing the things that we learn in the day, and that its our subconscious' way of accessing our consciousness. but in case i ever want to find out about my dreams, at least ive got them archived here.
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