Friday, May 8, 2009everytime i feel bad, i want to delete this blog.
no doubt you feel bad too.
but i know i'll regret it later.
so i'll refrain from being impulsive.
though its really tempting to delete since there are more pros than cons for my personal benefits.
anyway, what i had wanted to say when i typed the first word was,
sorry that i'm such a bitch.
i'd probably deserve a slap
though i know you'll never give me one (cos guilt is more tormenting isnt it?)
but i have my reasons
which may not seem valid to you, but plays an important role in my decision making
for doing what i do.
which a half of me wants you to know, but another half wants me to keep it quiet.
i wont say i'm sorry for doing/not doing it anymore.
cos i know the next time i see you,
it'll still happen.
just hope you understand that the problem lies with me,
and not anyone else.
i shall switch the computer off already
lest i feel worse and give in to the temptation of deleting this blog.
(which is my one and only blog excluding patrol, 4k, 2A, etc.)
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