Friday, May 8, 2009
everytime i feel bad, i want to delete this blog. no doubt you feel bad too.
but i know i'll regret it later. so i'll refrain from being impulsive. though its really tempting to delete since there are more pros than cons for my personal benefits.
anyway, what i had wanted to say when i typed the first word was, sorry that i'm such a bitch.
i'd probably deserve a slap though i know you'll never give me one (cos guilt is more tormenting isnt it?)
but i have my reasons which may not seem valid to you, but plays an important role in my decision making
for doing what i do. which a half of me wants you to know, but another half wants me to keep it quiet.
i wont say i'm sorry for doing/not doing it anymore. cos i know the next time i see you, it'll still happen.
just hope you understand that the problem lies with me, and not anyone else.
i shall switch the computer off already lest i feel worse and give in to the temptation of deleting this blog. (which is my one and only blog excluding patrol, 4k, 2A, etc.)
bye.
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