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Saturday, April 25, 2009
hmm.i'll miss them. i'll miss us. heck, i already do. ): i dont feel like i've done enough. but i'm passing down already-.- along with 40th batch. and everything has to end this way, with my patrol still talking among themselves during patrol corners, with my sec2 not cheering or singing, with my sec1s chit-chatting during jihe even though the first thing we taught them was the rules to follow during jihe such as not cutting patrols(ge xiaodui), kaolonging,not talking,etc. the only conclusion i can come up with is, they dont respect us. perhaps on the 4th of july, p2 orchid will be the only patrol with dry eyes. the only patrol still talking among themselves, the only patrol not singing, the only patrol still chit chatting as we jihe. we're now left with 1 more jihe to plan. hmm. maybe some juniors may care.i know i'm being unfair by accusing everyone, but we're a patrol, so we'll take responsibility for everyone's actions.or lack of it. around the time before eunice's batch passed down, eunice talked to me online. i joked and said "am i supposed to cry on that day?bring onionso.o" trying to act tough, pretending that i wouldnt cry. "you dont have to if you dont want" no idea why i said such a stupid thing. what an asshole i was. ironic thing was that i was already crying for their batchs' passing down in yr1(when wannung and i sat in the bus to 3rd lang, i teared and wannung was rather surprised because their passing down was 1 year later-.-) ha. i was irritating and very annoying as a junior. (probably as a senior too.) if i were a senior of me, i'd want to box me up and stuff me head-first into the rubbish bin. and i remember when i was a sec1, gina and jocelyn taught us patrol and company songs, and we refused to sing. shy. and they said,"you'll know how it feels like when you get your own juniors.we were like that too." yeah, and i really did know how it felt when my first batch of juniors came in. i thought, sorry gina and jocelyn.now i know how it feels like to have uncooperative juniors. sorry i was so difficult. : \ and haha, the yr3s had their taste of that too when their first batch of juniors came. the yr2s this year are blessed with outspoken juniors. sec1s are even more outspoken than some/most yr2s. good for them. yr2s, please get each other to cheer and sing la. keeping quiet during guides is anything but impressive. atc should have changed you into the guides' mode. didnt it? or maybe it was too much of a failure, too slack, too easy to go through, so yall didnt see the importance of working together and cheering to motivate each other in order to accomplish good stuff. yeah, thats probably it. blah.idk whether to post this. i'll flip a coin. if its in favour of posting, then you'll know which side the coin landed. if not, then you wont even know that ive flipped a coin. ): oh, and by the way, we're passing down. jiayou for pltc, michelle, crystabelle and yiting: D you will survive!! |
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