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Thursday, October 23, 2008
post exam was good.
first half of the day :)
not going to elaborate on the 2nd half of the day.
all i can say is,
i've finally been able to keep to my resolution of being quiet.
numbness does things to people.
i'm worse than a quitter.
i dont even dare to quit.
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
i give up on being tough.
although i believe i havent even started.
there isnt much to live for, is it?
but so what.
we still gotta live.
“ Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death” Act 5 Scene 5
i pity shylock.
i try to see the brighter side.
i try to notice your winning traits.
but all that trying makes me tired.
giving up is harder than going on.
i love jennifer.
i love lihui.
i love xiaowei.
i love liying.
i love those who love me.
i love my family.
and YOU .
you are none of the above.
even though youre meant to be family.
meant to be my 2nd home.
i dont feel at ease with you.
when the love is gone, only burden remains.
you suck.
and no, the above "you"s do not refer to any human beings.
it doesnt refer to anyone,anywhere,anytime,anyhow.
dont be too sensitive, please.
actually, im sure you can tell that i'm not talking about a person(s) right.
but just in case anyone feels insecure or offended by this post,
no.i am definite that i am not refering to you because the thing i refer to cannot read.
k.
i'm going to think abit more and grouch.
and i'll spend my night imagining myself having the courage to quit.
(i wont, of course.)
i'm such a chicken.
pok pok.
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by the way, lihui jenn and i saw a bread from breadtalk that said:"hen and ham"
LOL.
bye.
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i havent been able to sign in since days ago.
i'm not blocking anyone.
dont be sensitive.
bye.
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