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Sunday, October 12, 2008
i cant study at all when i'm stressed.so i end up getting more stressed because i cant finish studying.and yes, i finally realise how much (much means its uncountable) chem topics i havent gone through, how many cations and anions i need to make friends with, AND. i still need to date Mathew. cos tuesday's the big prom and he's bringing me there! i must prepare for it!! gawd gawd gawd. (if you havent realised mathew is not a guy, you probably havent been reading my posts eh?) stress makes me lie in my bed and think of demon encounters o.o i'm a boy at heart. LOL. ok, i may have just lol-ed, but im so not laughing. im plagued by headaches. AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF STRESS OK?!?!(i hope) i'm just....tense. O_O ok,maybe i'm not stressed/ i'm just feeling panicky. and perhaps a little restless. and erm, ........ actually stress is just an excuse for me to lie on my bed all day and shout: AIYO!我头痛! and of course, imagine demon encounters whereby i'd (censored). AND. i sit and 呆 the whole day away, and i just keep thinking: i should have studied. (5 minutes later) i should have used the previous 5 minutes to start studying!oh noD: (and i spent about 30minutes wholeheartedly regretting wasting those 5 minutes) oh no! why did i waste my time regretting!i should have started la!ok, i should start now.right now.right this moment. i'll just inspire and motivate myself. (and i spent 4 hours thinking of motivational quotes and the best one i can come up with is: "oei.be more hardworking. " and thats hardly motivational at all) ok jeez. why did i waste my time blogging??!!! %$*&^%(*&^%$)_ i should have used that time to study chem. oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. GAWD. ok, i should go now. sigh. jeez.i need to become exothermic for awhile. too much pent up energy during exam periods. AH! i'm only at the first few pages of chem tb, which is conveniently the content pages. dang. k, i'll go study after my headache goes away. bye. |
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