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Sunday, August 17, 2008
been listening to english songs nowadays.i think they're much more practical than chinese songs. english songs are about loss, standing up for yourself, or stuff like avenue Q's songs just sorta voices out our own personal thoughts. chinese songs are all about gooey love and eeky stuff. -.- but then again, english songs tend to be more on the violent side, while chinese songs are sort of,happy?lol. tsktsk. i keep wondering,... maybe i'm just part of somebody's dream. im not real, and when that person wakes up, i vanish into thin air. or maybe, im in my own dream.maybe i'm already in the future, and they have this device that installs false memories into you, then they make you wear this weird looking helmet that gives you illusions and makes you think you live on "Earth", with "humans" and to make this virtual game more exciting, they also provide challenges like "saving global warming"stuff.if you lose, the game is over and "Earth" will explode.and you'll be blasted back into the future. or maybe, i'm just a piece of matter. yep, just a piece of matter floating around in space,except that i dont exactly float-.- and i deceive myself with "feelings" and "priorities" and "smartness"...etc. those are things that cant be seen,only felt. and isnt "feeling"or sense of touch just another thing that we cant see? why are we using unreal things to explain other unreal things? wouldnt that make the whole thingy more complicated? life is such a long dream. some people choose to wake early, while some never want to wake up. or perhaps, death is a dream. and nobody wants to dream. #$&%$#&$#*( what am i talking about?o_O is darkness the opposite of light? or just the absence of it? is evil the opposite of good? or again, just the absence of it? why do people want to be all rounded? kids nowadays,learn so much. but jobs are not generated quick enough, cos people are too smart for manual labour. they'll be jobless next time, and all their parents would have realised, hey, theyve invested in the wrong stuff. child A learns a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i,j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r,s,t,u,v,w,x,y,z. child B learns b. they learn everything in 2 years.so child B learnt a more in-depth b. so when they apply for a job, A may have more choices, but A only knows abit of everything while B, with only 1 choice but because he manages b very well, gets a job, leaving A unemployed. um. hm. -.- jya,change topic. i dont really know the aim of the above chunks of words. what are words anyway? just some weird looking symbols which i bet everybody has got a different perspective of. for example,even a simple noun eg, House. everybody has a different idea of what a "house" is right? some people think of cottages, some think of being under a bridge, some think of HDB, some think of spaces that enclose people, some think of it as a teritory. so because of this, somebody tried to make up for the differences by saying that a house is just a place where you feel comfortable in, a place where you retire to after work or activities. but who is to say that everybody feels comfortable in their house? -.- "home"is almost the same. just another word to describe something indescribable-.- GAH. im talking more and more about weird,random things, i should probably stop wasting my time. (by the way, what exactly does wasting time mean?is there a list of things that should apply to everybody so that nobody will waste time?such thing as a rubric for not-wasting-time?.......) to prevent another long rant, this "word" will end it all. BYE. |
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