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Monday, June 30, 2008
I love it when I’m all alone in a container classroom.Isolated, but of my own free will. I love the way how time is a lost concept when I’m there. At least, that’s how it feels, until one of the school staff comes around at 6pm to chase me out.lol. That’s what happened today. I want it to happen again. As in the staying part, not the being chased out part. I met Eunice on the way to the mrt station today. It was sort of funny. You see, I was just basking in my own thoughts, wishing that I could stay in 3J by myself for a while more until I am completely filled with peace.whatever that may mean, Because while I am there, in 3J, by myself,I feel whole. I feel like I belong to myself and that I have no duty to others.no duty to myself,even. It’s like expanding a set of wings that had been given to me at birth, by unraveling the chain that has bound it tight until then. Okok,back to my topic. See, I was noobing towards the mrt station, glancing at my surroundings with only a flicker of interest, and not really absorbing what was happening around me, And I saw a row of cars. Lots of rows of cars. So I thought, hey.i think im in the carpark. -.- then I saw a middle aged lady unpacking stuff from her car trunk and tried not to wonder too much about what she was doing. Im a busybody, you see.too curious. Then suddenly, somebody called out : “teoee!” And I got a shock. I thought, AHHHHHH.do I know that lady?oh no. she must have seen me staring or something.oh-uh. Then I turned to apologise to the lady and ask if I knew her, and aha, Luckily before I spoke, I saw Eunice first. Then I lagged and stoned, before realizing that I ought to have waved or smiled already if not I’d deem myself unfriendly or something.lol. But really, it was a relieve to know that that carpark lady hadn’t called me.lol. And sigh, I spent my afternoon meditating in 3J haha. I went home alone, still dazed, and really, I wasn’t planning to wait for anybody when I stayed back today. Well, it really doesn’t matter,lol. But im just clarifying.hahaa. bye. |
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