Friday, June 20, 2008
我今天想了蛮久的.其实有很多事我都搞不明白. 我爱上的到底是它还是它所带来的回忆? 或许我没有资格谈到这个话题,因为我很清楚其实自己根本就不懂什么是爱. 难道喜欢得较多就是爱?
我一直都在告诉大家, 我爱女童军. 不过我却觉得自己付出的并不够多.
我相信刚才当你们都还没读到第二段时,多数的人都已经开始怀疑我是不是对某个人产生了兴趣了. 不过对不起大家,我并不时你们所想象的人. 请你们不要因为我和一些男性朋友的朋友关系而判断我的人格.谢谢. 我好不容易才能与他们交谈,really,i used to treat them like as if they had germs. i avoided them and now,when im finally coming to terms with the fact that girls and guys are ultimately just the same inside,you have to hurl the threat of friendship at me. 你们的无知和不接受的态度实在是伤害了我, if you can threaten frienship so easily, then i really wonder who's the one not taking 友情seriously.
当然,你们可能也是想纯心让我感到那么不自在的. 不过我会尽量别想那么多.
你们都说我变了. 是,我不否认这一点. 不过你们为何接受不了现在的我呢? 我只是交了多几位新朋友, even if they're girls,大家就以为我喜新厌旧,觉得我对你们的态度变差了. 而因为你们的不满,我就得改变自己issit? 难道你想让我为一些不肯给我自由的所谓"朋友"做牺牲,做改变? 那也太自私了吧.
i dont understand. and i dont want to understand.
maybe we should just 让不开心的事沉淀. 叹气~ sigh~
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