Friday, April 14, 2017
goong songs feel tonight. it's really the end isnt it. the last song is just something familiar, though ive never watched song hye kyo before DOTS, nor seen Rain's works.
like kim jongkook, i like the girl from goong. dno her name. eun something.
ok a quick google reveals she is Yoon Eun Hye.
dno if productivity is up while listening, or while not. really hope all will be ok.
Wednesday, March 22, 2017cruel. scammer.
Monday, March 20, 2017i cant wait to see pearl again!!!
talked to weiwei early this morning! \\\much love
also talked to chris haha
yesterday morning we pretended to do mv for New, Magic, Dangerous Gamble, and Cocoa through skype.
nissy's voice somehow so much nicer in aaa songs. but still cute luh.
i like how he wears light blue and light-coloured clothes. very sunshine-like.
unlike in his own solo, he wears the dark blue suit which is nice but isnt the MOE ive alr put on him ahaha
I LIKE FANGIRLING like this because its so easy to feel good when you appreciate someone else's talents'.
dont wna talk about other things in my life rn.
thanks for these crafts and art to tide us through whatever else we are liable for in life.
i love nissy's smile
all the japanese girls in the mv they make so pretty . idealsss
Monday, March 13, 2017
Cocoa - MisaChia, AAA
chris sent me songs from \their newer album so ive g\ot t\hat going \\\:|D\
Saturday, March 11, 2017happy
Tuesday, March 7, 2017lyfe suks. bro, u aint shit.
Friday, February 24, 2017i would like to blog about my unexpected birthday on which several people's well-wishes made me very happy and i feel like i got a break from my depression. not clinical, but still, everything is in greys...or should i say, everything is "50 shades darker", hahahhaa , hhahaha *laughs into the abyss alone*
i really am awed by the cake pearl baked. really awed. dno what else to say. just really really appreciate that i have something like this. and her instagram post dedicated to me made me realise that in somebody's eyes, i am honest, kind, patient, wise and warm.
honestly i shuld know myself best, but it still comes as a surprise to learn that i'm not trash when i feel like trash.
syah's message made me laugh out loud, and i think i gta crown it queen of bday texts because of that. it really lifted me out of this fog. and so did amanda's, even know i havent seen her since aki yr1...oh how i miss her, she's really one of the purests souls ive met, and i'm so glad i have these two friends to share an unspoken understanding of the struggles of aki.
tejas texted me, and tejas is always my happy pill. always. we talk a little, and he says if i go studio i might see him. he says he'll wna pop by me. so. incentive to go to school? :) i love tejas so much. he's so...light. like a bouncing ball of light. :)
jess yang from my shigeru ban days messaged me too, sounding as mischievous as ever hahaha, i love that a little encounter can make me friends like these. i think she is my first legit taiwanese friend hahaha. she and her gf are gna come to sg in the near future - i cant wait!! really hope to be able to reconnect with her. totally ship this couple too <3 p="">
haolin, the ever-consistent buddy i have. he NEVER ever forgets me and i think there is just something special about a friendship like that, even if on normal occasions we dont talk. well, on normal occasions i dont talk to anybody lol only send pearl memes back and forth. i do believe of all primary school friends, he is the one most involved in my life. so thankful for that (:
well shenghan gave me a call on christmas though so that's nice too hahaha. a real phone call, yes! after eons of no contact hahaha
weiling sent a long message about us bfast gang :))) its always good to know youre in someone's mind. she and bea so cute luh..
kenneth, i meet him so little...as i do everyone else i guess, yikes, and yet he still wants to be my friend. we were mere GEM mod classmates :) i think as time passes i appreciate these friends who take initiative to stay friends a lot a lot more. if not for them, i would have no friends haha.
even usan messaged me haha.. hanxi probably has smth to do with this hahaha, but this was unexpected :D
and nicholas, he's always the one to notice bday first and wish on the dragons chat :)))
well, i cant really mention more, but these are some that stood out in my mind because we held a conversation after, or because they were unexpected...or just consistent ^^
so. this post.
ive always known im blessed, but knowing isnt the same as feeling it.
i feel a little better. it was a break from the heavy, heavy trajectory ive somehow accidentally embarked on.
today i woke up thinking, well, ok back to the depression. but a 2min- "pass you cake" meeting with pearl became a "talk over lunch" session and well,
just gta say, its good to have friends,
never ever invest in someone who wouldnt invest in you. take a break. 3>
get one from cbox!
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